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6th-Jun-2009 09:15 pm - Meh..

So yeah I'm still alive for those of you I don't talk to other then aim or here. My bf and I are Finally getting and apartment. Bad thing is its back down there where he lives. He's telling me that his friend that works at the wal-mart down there should be able to get me a job. That would be a big help seeing he's paying for everything right now. Other then that I'm staying at my aunts until maybe the end of the month. Depends on the whole getting the apartment. may end up leaving on the 15th of this month. We'll see. Other then that I've been noticing that I get piss off way to fast now a days. Just the things people are complaning about seem so dumb that it makes me mad. I'm just like be happy with what you got becuase other people, like myself, don't have that and wont get the chance to. Meh... Maybe I should go see someone after things are settled. It gives me chest pains after a bit if I stay mad to long. O.o

Other then that I'm cool. Got to make my appointment for my shot this month. I hate that thing. Maybe I'd feel better if it was a guy giving me the shot in my ass then the chick thats doing it now. She always has way to big of a smile on her face when I pull my pants down. I guess I should get a new person. >.> I'm at Cool Beans now with Greta waiting on Steve and Lisa to get back so if you're in the area come by and say hi. I'm in my WoW gear. XD

Until next time.

~Madi

Location:Cool Beans, Marietta Square
Mood:bouncy
Music:Whatever live music is playing

28th-Apr-2009 02:52 pm - Charlie the Unicorn Songs

Did it someplace else so I needed to do it here.

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5th-Sep-2008 06:49 am - Convention Time!

W00t! AWA (anime Weekend Atlanta) is this month and I'm so happy. I get to go see my friends again. So what am I doing? Well seeing I had just moved last month not much has gotten done so I'll be pulling out some old costumes. If your going look for Gunner Yuna. If I can I will try to have the best Yoruichi I can do in this short time (Good thing I got the wig early huh XD ). I'll have one other thing too but I can't remember the name. its like 6:40 in the morning! like I cn remember everything I do. Really wanna try to get my boyfriend to go so he can meet some of my oldest friends. This is the only time during the year I get to see them so I must go. This will be my 5th year? Been gonig since AWA 9 so yeah. Anywho if your going Let me know so I can be on the lookout. I want to see and take pictures of everyone so I can put them up here! LOVE EVERYONE!!!

~Madi~

27th-Jul-2008 02:49 am - As things get closer I start to wonder...

So if you haven't heard already I'm moving in with my boyfriend soon. like this coming Friday soon. At first I was ok but now I'm starting to worry. I mean the relationship is only 3 months in and we're moving in together? I know he is doing this to be helpful but I'm just scared of what it could do to our relationship. People said you really don't know someone until you walk in there shoes. The closest thing I can ever think of that is moving in with someone. Example: I moved in with Lisa and Justin about 6-7 months ago. My friendship between the two has changed greatly because I got to see how they really are. I guess I'm just scared of fucking up because I really do love him. Yes I said that about all my other boyfriends in the past but he's different. As Aya put it I'm the bitch in the relationship XD. I just want to do right by him and I don't want to make things harder on him. All I know is that I'm scared, really scared, that things are moving to fast for us. I just want to make time stop for a bit so I can think and figure out what to do.

18th-Apr-2008 05:01 pm - XD

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10th-Mar-2008 01:20 am - Clearing my head

Though I know its in some of your guys way this post is just to clear my head.

Thoughts on work: Finding a job down here is such a pain. I know at times I give up and don't look for a day but if people only knew how many e-mails and online applications I send out each week. It's a total bummer not having money and it sucks that so much stuff take money but what can I do? file for unemployment? aren't I to young for that? Meh. Job hunting sucks balls. Yeah I know Lisa said try her place of employment but I dunno. I worked with friends before and that didn't turn out good.

Thoughts on life: At times I feel like I'm better off dead. Its like walking around a battle field here at times. Say or do the wrong thing and all hell breaks. Thank God for weekends and having people come over some times. They keep the peace better then I can at times. Every time I get up I'm in some type of pain. Most of the time it is chest pain. I should check it out but what can you do with no money. Again, Meh. I do still think I'm better off dead.

Thoughts on Friends: What can I say about them? At times I hate them and at times I love them. its how things go. Living with Lisa, Steve and Justin is testing my friendships with them though. Every day I'm like will today be the day I fuck up and they hate me or will today be the day I walk out the front door and never talk to those three again. We seem to make it. Hate the lack of talking and understanding on everyones part here. As for friends I don't live with I don't see many other people. I see Jon, Rob and David at times yes but if I don't beg for them to come over they don't. For once I'd like someone to come over without me asking. Greta comes over when she wants but she's here more for Lisa and Steve then me. oh well. Making a good scream at everyone would help me feel better.

Relationship thoughts: Not being in a relationship is cool and all but I hate being alone. I mean you'd want to kill yourself too if you saw Lisa and Steve all over each other and then see Justin and Ashton all over each other. It drives me mad how people don't seem to think how there actions might affect people around them. Anywho, I have been thinking a lot about Nick and David as of late. I love it when David is over. Makes me not feel alone. I mean I'm just comfortable with him. I guess you get like that when you've dated someone and are on good terms with them. Nick and I have been talking on AIM what else is new. WE only broke up because I moved back down to Georgia so I still have strong feelings for him. God knows I wish things hadn't failed so bad in Boston. We could still be together. I just can't handle a long distance relationship. I dunno, when it comes to these two my heart is all mess up.

Other Info. Going to Boston for two weeks while Lisa and Justin's mom is in town. Really happy about that because I'm going just before Anime Boston. Taking Yuna costume with me. Hate the fact that I'm taking a bus but its better then nothing. Hopefully the time away will help me not be as stressed. Good times coming.

Tags:clearing head
Mood:indescribable

10th-Jan-2008 02:59 pm - LETS GO! 2008!

Sorry for not putting up anything in a while but I will try to do more now. I'm done feeling sorry for myself. Its time to keep moving forward. I'm going to better my art, my music and myself from now on. Lets have a good year.

LETS GO 2008!!!

8th-Jan-2008 04:43 am(no subject)

Been watching and reading Tenjou Tenge with Lisa and Jon so I changed the background. oh and I'm still alive.

18th-Dec-2007 02:43 am(no subject)

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27th-Nov-2007 05:39 am - Something for the Masses part 2

More for the Masses

~I'm still alive

~Turkey day was awesome

~I COOKED A TURKEY!

~still looking for a job

~and besides the wanting to kill myself I'm dead inside only

Thats it.

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